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What makes you think you're something special when you smile?
Jai guru deva om
by AshMcFunk
Age: 23  Sex: F

760 Entries
# Entry Date
1 Net profit = $70. 15/05/2008 05:11 GMT
2 Someone please explain it to me?*CRAZY?* 13/05/2008 02:35 GMT
3 Does this sound familiar to you? 12/05/2008 04:26 GMT
4 God, I'm cold. 11/05/2008 04:41 GMT
5 Pictures of Feher's Party 10/05/2008 09:18 GMT
6 Because I will have DONE it. 09/05/2008 06:20 GMT
7 Nothing is happening 08/05/2008 04:27 GMT
8 I feel .... comfortable. 06/05/2008 02:20 GMT
9 I just need to start over, and try harder. 05/05/2008 02:09 GMT
10 As Promised - ALL Photos. Enjoy. 02/05/2008 11:26 GMT
11 Friday/Dinner/Cottage Cheese/Picture Links 02/05/2008 03:02 GMT
12 purely for selfish reasons 30/04/2008 08:51 GMT
13 I am disgusted by it. 29/04/2008 05:04 GMT
14 there is nothing I can do about it now. 28/04/2008 04:35 GMT
15 So Depressed... 26/04/2008 01:50 GMT
16 He just can't win with me. :( 25/04/2008 07:26 GMT
17 Pros and Cons. So Confused 24/04/2008 04:59 GMT
18 But I wanted a cheque book. 22/04/2008 03:01 GMT
19 I handed in that horrible assignment. 21/04/2008 04:30 GMT
20 Updated.... 19/04/2008 08:36 GMT
21 So, to sum up Friday 18/04/2008 03:58 GMT
22 I shall keep you posted.... 17/04/2008 05:22 GMT
23 Grr. Very frustrated. 16/04/2008 05:21 GMT
24 Thanks for the Vent. 14/04/2008 03:45 GMT
25 I am petrified of not being good enough 13/04/2008 04:55 GMT
26 Whatever. 12/04/2008 06:09 GMT
27 I hate this entry 12/04/2008 04:46 GMT
28 I just feel so discontented right now. 10/04/2008 06:08 GMT
29 No worries. No patches, no lozenges 08/04/2008 11:12 GMT
30 WHO LOOKS AFTER ME??? 08/04/2008 05:42 GMT
31 SOooo productive. 07/04/2008 04:43 GMT
32 It's my favourite kind of day today 05/04/2008 07:58 GMT
33 I guess that's it for now. 04/04/2008 05:40 GMT
34 Blood test was today. 03/04/2008 02:52 GMT
35 'IMPORTANT' 01/04/2008 02:37 GMT
36 I am having a mini-crisis. 30/03/2008 08:19 GMT
37 I just feel so... tired. 30/03/2008 01:06 GMT
38 Good News! - - - Bad News! 29/03/2008 03:50 GMT
39 Caffeine Pills 28/03/2008 05:20 GMT
40 Can I Bring Something To Your Attention Please? 28/03/2008 04:23 GMT
41 My Shopping List 27/03/2008 07:52 GMT
42 Whatever 27/03/2008 02:47 GMT
43 I like to eat under my rules 25/03/2008 04:26 GMT
44 Ahhh just so much to think about. - UPDATED 23/03/2008 05:05 GMT
45 Intake. Things are getting serious. 22/03/2008 10:21 GMT
46 Silly, silly, silly. 21/03/2008 03:53 GMT
47 Clucky - Updated 19/03/2008 07:22 GMT
48 a bulkload of ED dvd's 19/03/2008 03:59 GMT
49 Insulted - Right to my face. 18/03/2008 02:30 GMT
50 I want the extra sleep. 15/03/2008 04:58 GMT
51 Let's rock this. 14/03/2008 03:13 GMT
52 2 Assignments to get done this weekend, at LEAST. 12/03/2008 03:56 GMT
53 All I wish to do is sleep. 09/03/2008 07:15 GMT
54 I just feel so agitated 06/03/2008 06:48 GMT
55 Word Vomit 06/03/2008 01:25 GMT
56 No. More. Purging. I mean it. All of you. 03/03/2008 08:24 GMT
57 Ps. Gym tomorrow. 01/03/2008 08:24 GMT
58 I want some ME time! 27/02/2008 10:16 GMT
59 Until next time (which will be when?).... 26/02/2008 12:38 GMT
60 Back... 21/02/2008 10:51 GMT
61 144 pounds. Edited. 16/02/2008 02:27 GMT
62 Guess who reached her first goal?? 15/02/2008 03:47 GMT
63 Maybe I'll go. 14/02/2008 12:44 GMT
64 Am quite weak and dizzy - Updated 14/02/2008 09:56 GMT
65 Home again, home again 12/02/2008 01:19 GMT
66 China 07/02/2008 02:10 GMT
67 Feel like I need a complete life overhaul. 29/01/2008 11:05 GMT
68 Success!! 28/01/2008 07:28 GMT
69 I feel severe hatred 27/01/2008 06:58 GMT
70 Eyes and nose streaming. 25/01/2008 03:53 GMT
71 I'm back, baby. 24/01/2008 01:38 GMT
72 Focusing on my body and it's failures. 20/01/2008 05:56 GMT
73 Blackbird singing in the dead of night.. 17/01/2008 02:36 GMT
74 Hiatus 15/01/2008 02:12 GMT
75 I guess I win. 14/01/2008 04:20 GMT
76 let's dive in head first!! 12/01/2008 04:08 GMT
77 Through some miracle, 11/01/2008 03:41 GMT
78 Friday - Updated 10/01/2008 05:04 GMT
79 Am going to eliminate milk from my tea and coffee. 10/01/2008 04:24 GMT
80 I had a dream last night. 09/01/2008 08:09 GMT
81 My blood boils 09/01/2008 04:32 GMT
82 Blasts from the past... 08/01/2008 07:22 GMT
83 Ugh. What a crappy day. 07/01/2008 11:34 GMT
84 Just sore about all that money, I suppose. 07/01/2008 07:15 GMT
85 Oh, Yeah. One more thing 06/01/2008 11:22 GMT
86 And it starts... 06/01/2008 05:22 GMT
87 What is this self control they speak of? 06/01/2008 02:12 GMT
88 Now GO! Get on YouTube!! 05/01/2008 02:09 GMT
89 It will make my pants bunch real bad. 04/01/2008 07:18 GMT
90 650 calories at the gym tonight. 04/01/2008 05:04 GMT
91 Well, tonight's plans have been strange. 03/01/2008 10:27 GMT
92 they're pathetic and weak. 03/01/2008 05:43 GMT
93 made me look like a drunk, stoned boy. Ew. 02/01/2008 06:17 GMT
94 Please tell me yours? 01/01/2008 11:26 GMT
95 It's 4am. I can't sleep. 01/01/2008 01:07 GMT
96 smoke 100 cigarettes while reading outside. 31/12/2007 07:02 GMT
97 Edited. NYE?? 30/12/2007 08:03 GMT
98 I burnt 500 calories, but I struggled at times. 30/12/2007 01:22 GMT
99 I woke up to a disaster this morning. 29/12/2007 04:12 GMT
100 My stomach is yelling that it wants fries 28/12/2007 06:29 GMT
101 (I want to look sick. Thin, bony, tired.) 28/12/2007 04:47 GMT
102 I woke up with a hole in my heart today. 27/12/2007 05:04 GMT
103 Oh, Winehouse. 26/12/2007 08:34 GMT
104 145.42 lbs this morning, or 66.1 kg. 25/12/2007 04:10 GMT
105 I make an ugly boy. 23/12/2007 11:31 GMT
106 I am in a sour mood tonight!! 23/12/2007 02:57 GMT
107 Moving on. 21/12/2007 05:07 GMT
108 And the results are in.. 19/12/2007 11:19 GMT
109 Thursday 20 December 2007 19/12/2007 03:10 GMT
110 145.8lbs. 17/12/2007 03:03 GMT
111 Meltdown Imminent... 16/12/2007 10:14 GMT
112 Save to say, I'm exhausted 16/12/2007 04:25 GMT
113 As usual, kissing up to my boss has paid off. 14/12/2007 06:16 GMT
114 My stomach really pains me today. 14/12/2007 03:15 GMT
115 yet another blood test this afternoon. 13/12/2007 02:16 GMT
116 It's beginning to look a lot like... 13/12/2007 01:30 GMT
117 fell asleep fully dressed, belt and shoes and all. 12/12/2007 02:40 GMT
118 I know how irrational I am being 11/12/2007 04:09 GMT
119 Where has TheatreWriter gone!?!?!?!?!?! 09/12/2007 02:33 GMT
120 So why not? 07/12/2007 12:33 GMT
121 Nan said, 'She got down to 38kg' 07/12/2007 10:10 GMT
122 She's a liar, she's vindictive and very selfish 07/12/2007 06:47 GMT
123 My current weight is 145.5lbs. 06/12/2007 04:07 GMT
124 22.5 hours into my fast 04/12/2007 11:12 GMT
125 I'm scared. I can't handle fasting. I can't. 04/12/2007 03:44 GMT
126 makes me realise my life doesn't suck that bad. 03/12/2007 09:49 GMT
127 But I'm desperate. Something has to give. 03/12/2007 01:40 GMT
128 Sometimes I wonder how it's possible. 01/12/2007 03:27 GMT
129 1.5 hours isn't really that long, is it? 30/11/2007 03:33 GMT
130 Old pic of me, plus some other boring stuff 28/11/2007 01:25 GMT
131 Home made egg salad and tuna 27/11/2007 04:12 GMT
132 Time to shower and sleep. 26/11/2007 04:05 GMT
133 We had to vote yesterday & Pic 24/11/2007 05:46 GMT
134 The best best BEST noodles ever 23/11/2007 03:35 GMT
135 this & that. My life is boring 21/11/2007 07:27 GMT
136 Wednesdays seriously suck. 20/11/2007 10:05 GMT
137 I guess that's it. 19/11/2007 09:56 GMT
138 Hello ladies and gentlemen! 19/11/2007 01:48 GMT
139 BBQ Pictures. 17/11/2007 08:21 GMT
140 Just to sum it up.. 16/11/2007 05:45 GMT
141 Where is Jozzi>? 15/11/2007 04:27 GMT
142 Blah, Blah, Blah. Picture of Me. 11/11/2007 04:09 GMT
143 Pictures of Steak Night 10/11/2007 07:34 GMT
144 zero appetite, but still ate too much. 09/11/2007 01:54 GMT
145 **DON'T FORGET TO WEIGH IN WITH T2T TODAY!!** 07/11/2007 04:24 GMT
146 you can work out where to stick that 07/11/2007 02:03 GMT
147 I rubbed the skin entirely off my little toes 06/11/2007 04:23 GMT
148 I went down a belt size today. 05/11/2007 03:58 GMT
149 Ps. Michael Jackson is still rockin'... 04/11/2007 05:59 GMT
150 Pictures & Listening to Michael Jackson 03/11/2007 07:37 GMT
151 I'll have a great chance to vacuum under the couch 02/11/2007 06:52 GMT
152 The weekend is mine. 02/11/2007 06:12 GMT
153 Tomorrow is Friday - thank goodness! 01/11/2007 03:37 GMT
154 I want to go somewhere that it snows. 31/10/2007 05:27 GMT
155 I am very tired today. 30/10/2007 04:28 GMT
156 I am going to fast tomorrow. 28/10/2007 05:13 GMT
157 Fasting on a Monday.. 28/10/2007 04:36 GMT
158 Halloween Party PICTURES 27/10/2007 07:29 GMT
159 In approximately 21 hours... 26/10/2007 07:05 GMT
160 I just want to be thin. Is that too much to ask? 25/10/2007 06:29 GMT
161 I have made the decision. 24/10/2007 01:19 GMT
162 Which is 149lbs. Poo. 23/10/2007 05:59 GMT
163 (please, please, please) 22/10/2007 06:54 GMT
164 Don't ask. 21/10/2007 05:00 GMT
165 But my butt was playing up. 20/10/2007 04:47 GMT
166 But where do I find that time? 18/10/2007 09:17 GMT
167 I went to court with Louise today. 18/10/2007 04:52 GMT
168 Enough. 17/10/2007 05:48 GMT
169 My Job 15/10/2007 12:05 GMT
170 Everything hurts! 15/10/2007 10:38 GMT
171 Starting Weight: 153.4lbs 15/10/2007 05:40 GMT
172 I still consider myself a fatty today 14/10/2007 03:00 GMT
173 And I think I can do it. 13/10/2007 06:23 GMT
174 Kind Regards, Ash McFunk 12/10/2007 06:02 GMT
175 Facebook is completely wasting my time. 10/10/2007 12:27 GMT
176 How To Binge 08/10/2007 11:54 GMT
177 But it was not entirely relaxing. 08/10/2007 06:18 GMT
178 I am hungry. 07/10/2007 02:12 GMT
179 Somehow, saved from myself again~~ 05/10/2007 08:11 GMT
180 Feeling guilty, for taking time off. 03/10/2007 11:31 GMT
181 Ps 02/10/2007 03:09 GMT
182 Those damn girls, & Pictures 30/09/2007 06:26 GMT
183 Who knows. But I'll take my camera 29/09/2007 02:26 GMT
184 eat cake until it feels like its clogging my nose 27/09/2007 05:49 GMT
185 Eating disorders are so passe. 24/09/2007 05:16 GMT
186 if only people would just go away! 21/09/2007 06:51 GMT
187 Another day... 20/09/2007 05:34 GMT
188 You know what I don't miss? 18/09/2007 06:31 GMT
189 Help me? 17/09/2007 12:53 GMT
190 I am lost, confused, tired, and left wanting.... 15/09/2007 06:50 GMT
191 La la la la....Pictures 14/09/2007 10:19 GMT
192 She is draining me. 11/09/2007 06:57 GMT
193 Skipping lunch and smoking. 10/09/2007 02:05 GMT
194 Maybe I need to grow up **PIC** 08/09/2007 11:46 GMT
195 I officially weigh 142 pounds. 07/09/2007 10:28 GMT
196 How do you spell relapse? 07/09/2007 06:42 GMT
197 Hello chickadees (and chickadudes). 06/09/2007 08:43 GMT
198 my bones feel as though they are made of ice. 04/09/2007 05:24 GMT
199 I'm fascinated by bruises. *pic* 01/09/2007 06:06 GMT
200 Anyway. This entry is boring. I'll drop by later 31/08/2007 09:46 GMT
201 I am sick. 30/08/2007 02:46 GMT
202 Making a conscious effort not to get any fatter. 28/08/2007 04:57 GMT
203 ~***Pictures AND Video!!!***~ 25/08/2007 10:02 GMT
204 Oops. I guess I forgot to finish that last entry. 24/08/2007 06:40 GMT
205 Two entries in one day! !How lucky are YOU?! 24/08/2007 04:42 GMT
206 I like to say the following words: 23/08/2007 10:02 GMT
207 and then my period doth arrive. 22/08/2007 03:37 GMT
208 I ate a can of corn, and it was delicious. 18/08/2007 11:54 GMT
209 My eyes are red from crying. 18/08/2007 08:48 GMT
210 My last day at work alone! 16/08/2007 09:20 GMT
211 Minor Freakout... 15/08/2007 10:14 GMT
212 I want to drink and drink and driiiiiiink 15/08/2007 05:41 GMT
213 And yes, that tower does look like a pen!s. 14/08/2007 12:08 GMT
214 I just don't want to be out there. 13/08/2007 04:14 GMT
215 There just aren't enough hours in the day. 11/08/2007 09:12 GMT
216 Saturday 10/08/2007 09:40 GMT
217 It's been a while - Updated 09/08/2007 04:21 GMT
218 I had a bad day today. 06/08/2007 05:10 GMT
219 Tell me you miss me 04/08/2007 07:50 GMT
220 sorry my diary is so boring lately 04/08/2007 01:47 GMT
221 This is no fun. 02/08/2007 05:29 GMT
222 Intervention 31/07/2007 05:16 GMT
223 hoping my pyjamas don't catch on fire 28/07/2007 10:19 GMT
224 the most awesome thing you'll ever see 27/07/2007 10:15 GMT
225 Well, I'm home 26/07/2007 04:20 GMT
226 Time to hit the books. 24/07/2007 03:30 GMT
227 I ate an apple today. 22/07/2007 03:28 GMT
228 get into the real world a little more. 21/07/2007 06:18 GMT
229 Goal for today: Eat one entire piece of fruit. 20/07/2007 09:46 GMT
230 Help me. Tell me what you think, honestly. 19/07/2007 03:21 GMT
231 Who knows. 17/07/2007 12:50 GMT
232 let them know that today I feel good. 16/07/2007 03:46 GMT
233 Hmm. What a conundrum. Pills it is. 14/07/2007 07:50 GMT
234 I can't afford to risk my teeth. 14/07/2007 05:48 GMT
235 Work in progress.... 13/07/2007 10:11 GMT
236 I am exhausted now, 12/07/2007 05:22 GMT
237 *Screams & tears hair out* 11/07/2007 01:36 GMT
238 Sacred Heart diet 10/07/2007 08:23 GMT
239 Happiness? 10/07/2007 04:58 GMT
240 I'm still mad at him, lol. 09/07/2007 01:00 GMT
241 I need to try harder. 08/07/2007 03:02 GMT
242 My scale has a low battery 07/07/2007 08:36 GMT
243 Failure 06/07/2007 09:34 GMT
244 Cleaning.. Cooking a little... 06/07/2007 05:55 GMT
245 Time to pay the rent.... 05/07/2007 12:06 GMT
246 Go on, tell me I'm stupid. 04/07/2007 06:01 GMT
247 I wanted nothing. 04/07/2007 05:30 GMT
248 but flames were licking off him. 03/07/2007 09:46 GMT
249 But I am still much too fat. 03/07/2007 04:16 GMT
250 Guess who got the job? 30/06/2007 08:02 GMT
251 I make myself sick these days. 29/06/2007 10:28 GMT
252 So give me your hand,And let's jump out the window 27/06/2007 09:09 GMT
253 collapsing on the front lawn. 27/06/2007 07:05 GMT
254 if you do ANYTHING, the place becomes a mess 26/06/2007 08:22 GMT
255 As promised, 19 new pictures from the weekend! 26/06/2007 06:20 GMT
256 I'll be back in another two days. 25/06/2007 04:19 GMT
257 I DON'T PLAY GOLF 20/06/2007 05:49 GMT
258 ... 18/06/2007 10:25 GMT
259 (HYPOCHONDRIAC!!!!!!!!) 18/06/2007 03:42 GMT
260 'I wish you were here. I am feeling lonely'. 16/06/2007 07:15 GMT
261 I need to get a 24 hour fast in. 15/06/2007 05:42 GMT
262 The Grand Unveiling~~~My SwimSuit Pics 14/06/2007 05:04 GMT
263 So I waited. I waited...and waited 13/06/2007 09:33 GMT
264 Everything & Nothing 12/06/2007 06:16 GMT
265 plucking a tick off your loved ones innermost butt 11/06/2007 06:31 GMT
266 Something smells weird in here 10/06/2007 01:48 GMT
267 Newcastle is declared a natural disaster area 09/06/2007 02:41 GMT
268 More than 200 evacuated from Newcastle... 08/06/2007 09:15 GMT
269 Newcastle is crazy today 07/06/2007 07:16 GMT
270 For the record... 05/06/2007 10:56 GMT
271 I need some serious hugs. 05/06/2007 04:04 GMT
272 This week I am going to: 03/06/2007 03:44 GMT
273 So, slight run in with an IDIOT 02/06/2007 12:43 GMT
274 We went to Mum's last night to play scrabble. 01/06/2007 05:55 GMT
275 Small update! 01/06/2007 01:18 GMT
276 I won't have to stress over the washing up anymore 30/05/2007 07:12 GMT
277 Life isn't ok today. 29/05/2007 08:17 GMT
278 I can only get thinner from here. 29/05/2007 05:31 GMT
279 PICTURES!!!!!!!! & A Last Goodbye.... 28/05/2007 06:18 GMT
280 Anyway, weirdest series of events... 28/05/2007 05:56 GMT
281 ~~~~ Pictures! Glorious Pictures!!! ~~~~ 26/05/2007 12:52 GMT
282 The man next door always wears ugly clothes. 26/05/2007 07:41 GMT
283 I have woken up grumpy. 25/05/2007 08:31 GMT
284 I almost drowned last night!!!!! 24/05/2007 05:02 GMT
285 until it felt like my mouth was bleeding. 23/05/2007 03:25 GMT
286 Mary Poppins bag! && Pictures 22/05/2007 12:18 GMT
287 I miss my special friend. 21/05/2007 03:51 GMT
288 I got a dress. And it's majorly cute. 19/05/2007 12:43 GMT
289 in case you couldn't already TELL. 18/05/2007 07:51 GMT
290 NOW, it's 7:04pm and I'm missing BIG BBRRRROTHER@! 18/05/2007 04:48 GMT
291 Pictures and Delicious Pineapple! 17/05/2007 05:17 GMT
292 So, I think I'm over my little MDD tantrum. 15/05/2007 05:13 GMT
293 What is going on? 14/05/2007 03:44 GMT
294 If Mdd gets its act together soon.... 12/05/2007 07:45 GMT
295 Did you know ?? ?? ?? ? ? ? ? ? ? 10/05/2007 06:01 GMT
296 Time to get going, I suppose... 09/05/2007 05:55 GMT
297 Oh, life. 09/05/2007 03:52 GMT
298 I know its unhealthy. I need to work out my life. 08/05/2007 12:31 GMT
299 I lost 1lb yesterday, 131.5 now 08/05/2007 06:58 GMT
300 2:39pm...Only 2 hours, 21 mins to go... 07/05/2007 12:31 GMT
301 Life feels like it is too much for me today 07/05/2007 08:22 GMT
302 Pictures and Video, and FIGHTS 05/05/2007 09:04 GMT
303 But sometimes I find it hard. 05/05/2007 08:35 GMT
304