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What makes you think you're something special when you smile?
Jai guru deva om
by AshMcFunk
Age: 23  Sex: F

815 Entries
# Entry Date
1 94 words per minute. Hell yeah! 24/07/2008 02:23 GMT
2 That's it, I guess! 23/07/2008 04:00 GMT
3 you need to tell me NOW! 21/07/2008 05:57 GMT
4 Ponderings over. 20/07/2008 04:49 GMT
5 Drugs, Crime and the Law 19/07/2008 07:06 GMT
6 Why does that happen? 18/07/2008 04:25 GMT
7 What is your thought of the day? 16/07/2008 05:58 GMT
8 until the roof of my mouth bleeds. 15/07/2008 09:01 GMT
9 some bad tv shows on. 14/07/2008 09:01 GMT
10 Boooooooooooooo! 14/07/2008 04:10 GMT
11 I feel pretty rotten today, still. 12/07/2008 06:03 GMT
12 A Cold Saturday Morning... 11/07/2008 06:41 GMT
13 The long awaited pictures - sorry for the delay! 11/07/2008 03:49 GMT
14 My brain hurts, haha. 09/07/2008 04:28 GMT
15 149lbs. 5'7" 05/07/2008 06:57 GMT
16 Oh God, Oh God, Oh God... 04/07/2008 04:09 GMT
17 she needs a slap in the face 03/07/2008 08:36 GMT
18 spicy noodles 02/07/2008 01:28 GMT
19 Well, things are alright I suppose. 01/07/2008 04:16 GMT
20 Confusion and Hair Pics. 30/06/2008 02:33 GMT
21 What to do, what to do. 28/06/2008 06:42 GMT
22 I really appreciate the support. 27/06/2008 03:37 GMT
23 Well, I did it. 26/06/2008 05:11 GMT
24 I have a lot of hair. 24/06/2008 02:33 GMT
25 I had a bad day today. 23/06/2008 02:10 GMT
26 Oh god, I'm in turmoil. 22/06/2008 12:57 GMT
27 Mum went a bit crazy. 21/06/2008 03:42 GMT
28 The secret is out. 20/06/2008 02:32 GMT
29 Poo to that. 19/06/2008 01:15 GMT
30 I guess I feel depressed, too. 18/06/2008 04:57 GMT
31 Not In The Mood... 17/06/2008 03:45 GMT
32 foreign puke 15/06/2008 07:28 GMT
33 Well, I had another dream about him. 14/06/2008 08:05 GMT
34 I always wonder about what could have been 14/06/2008 06:51 GMT
35 It's Friday. Excellent! 13/06/2008 02:15 GMT
36 Cursed to H.E.L.L by a street preacher! 11/06/2008 10:46 GMT
37 WHOOSH 11/06/2008 07:10 GMT
38 Why don't you tell me about your day? 11/06/2008 01:11 GMT
39 Ugh. Morons. 08/06/2008 05:34 GMT
40 "Who is your hero, and why?" 07/06/2008 10:03 GMT
41 It's exhausting even thinking about it. 07/06/2008 05:01 GMT
42 What do you think? 05/06/2008 04:13 GMT
43 So incredible. 03/06/2008 03:05 GMT
44 So, it's Tuesday. 02/06/2008 04:30 GMT
45 Last night was dull 31/05/2008 06:45 GMT
46 I'll let you know what I decide..... 31/05/2008 02:56 GMT
47 TWELVE SHORT HOURS! 30/05/2008 05:23 GMT
48 Would It Kill Them To Buy A Cake?!?! 26/05/2008 03:29 GMT
49 How do I feel today?? 25/05/2008 01:09 GMT
50 simply existing can seem so damn hard 24/05/2008 07:40 GMT
51 I don't know what to do. 22/05/2008 04:34 GMT
52 I am so broke now. 21/05/2008 03:03 GMT
53 There IS a light at the end of the tunnel! 20/05/2008 06:02 GMT
54 Sound silly? I thought so. 18/05/2008 02:01 GMT
55 'jesus table' 17/05/2008 01:36 GMT
56 Net profit = $70. 15/05/2008 05:11 GMT
57 Someone please explain it to me?*CRAZY?* 13/05/2008 02:35 GMT
58 Does this sound familiar to you? 12/05/2008 04:26 GMT
59 God, I'm cold. 11/05/2008 04:41 GMT
60 Pictures of Feher's Party 10/05/2008 09:18 GMT
61 Because I will have DONE it. 09/05/2008 06:20 GMT
62 Nothing is happening 08/05/2008 04:27 GMT
63 I feel .... comfortable. 06/05/2008 02:20 GMT
64 I just need to start over, and try harder. 05/05/2008 02:09 GMT
65 As Promised - ALL Photos. Enjoy. 02/05/2008 11:26 GMT
66 Friday/Dinner/Cottage Cheese/Picture Links 02/05/2008 03:02 GMT
67 purely for selfish reasons 30/04/2008 08:51 GMT
68 I am disgusted by it. 29/04/2008 05:04 GMT
69 there is nothing I can do about it now. 28/04/2008 04:35 GMT
70 So Depressed... 26/04/2008 01:50 GMT
71 He just can't win with me. :( 25/04/2008 07:26 GMT
72 Pros and Cons. So Confused 24/04/2008 04:59 GMT
73 But I wanted a cheque book. 22/04/2008 03:01 GMT
74 I handed in that horrible assignment. 21/04/2008 04:30 GMT
75 Updated.... 19/04/2008 08:36 GMT
76 So, to sum up Friday 18/04/2008 03:58 GMT
77 I shall keep you posted.... 17/04/2008 05:22 GMT
78 Grr. Very frustrated. 16/04/2008 05:21 GMT
79 Thanks for the Vent. 14/04/2008 03:45 GMT
80 I am petrified of not being good enough 13/04/2008 04:55 GMT
81 Whatever. 12/04/2008 06:09 GMT
82 I hate this entry 12/04/2008 04:46 GMT
83 I just feel so discontented right now. 10/04/2008 06:08 GMT
84 No worries. No patches, no lozenges 08/04/2008 11:12 GMT
85 WHO LOOKS AFTER ME??? 08/04/2008 05:42 GMT
86 SOooo productive. 07/04/2008 04:43 GMT
87 It's my favourite kind of day today 05/04/2008 07:58 GMT
88 I guess that's it for now. 04/04/2008 05:40 GMT
89 Blood test was today. 03/04/2008 02:52 GMT
90 'IMPORTANT' 01/04/2008 02:37 GMT
91 I am having a mini-crisis. 30/03/2008 08:19 GMT
92 I just feel so... tired. 30/03/2008 01:06 GMT
93 Good News! - - - Bad News! 29/03/2008 03:50 GMT
94 Caffeine Pills 28/03/2008 05:20 GMT
95 Can I Bring Something To Your Attention Please? 28/03/2008 04:23 GMT
96 My Shopping List 27/03/2008 07:52 GMT
97 Whatever 27/03/2008 02:47 GMT
98 I like to eat under my rules 25/03/2008 04:26 GMT
99 Ahhh just so much to think about. - UPDATED 23/03/2008 05:05 GMT
100 Intake. Things are getting serious. 22/03/2008 10:21 GMT
101 Silly, silly, silly. 21/03/2008 03:53 GMT
102 Clucky - Updated 19/03/2008 07:22 GMT
103 a bulkload of ED dvd's 19/03/2008 03:59 GMT
104 Insulted - Right to my face. 18/03/2008 02:30 GMT
105 I want the extra sleep. 15/03/2008 04:58 GMT
106 Let's rock this. 14/03/2008 03:13 GMT
107 2 Assignments to get done this weekend, at LEAST. 12/03/2008 03:56 GMT
108 All I wish to do is sleep. 09/03/2008 07:15 GMT
109 I just feel so agitated 06/03/2008 06:48 GMT
110 Word Vomit 06/03/2008 01:25 GMT
111 No. More. Purging. I mean it. All of you. 03/03/2008 08:24 GMT
112 Ps. Gym tomorrow. 01/03/2008 08:24 GMT
113 I want some ME time! 27/02/2008 10:16 GMT
114 Until next time (which will be when?).... 26/02/2008 12:38 GMT
115 Back... 21/02/2008 10:51 GMT
116 144 pounds. Edited. 16/02/2008 02:27 GMT
117 Guess who reached her first goal?? 15/02/2008 03:47 GMT
118 Maybe I'll go. 14/02/2008 12:44 GMT
119 Am quite weak and dizzy - Updated 14/02/2008 09:56 GMT
120 Home again, home again 12/02/2008 01:19 GMT
121 China 07/02/2008 02:10 GMT
122 Feel like I need a complete life overhaul. 29/01/2008 11:05 GMT
123 Success!! 28/01/2008 07:28 GMT
124 I feel severe hatred 27/01/2008 06:58 GMT
125 Eyes and nose streaming. 25/01/2008 03:53 GMT
126 I'm back, baby. 24/01/2008 01:38 GMT
127 Focusing on my body and it's failures. 20/01/2008 05:56 GMT
128 Blackbird singing in the dead of night.. 17/01/2008 02:36 GMT
129 Hiatus 15/01/2008 02:12 GMT
130 I guess I win. 14/01/2008 04:20 GMT
131 let's dive in head first!! 12/01/2008 04:08 GMT
132 Through some miracle, 11/01/2008 03:41 GMT
133 Friday - Updated 10/01/2008 05:04 GMT
134 Am going to eliminate milk from my tea and coffee. 10/01/2008 04:24 GMT
135 I had a dream last night. 09/01/2008 08:09 GMT
136 My blood boils 09/01/2008 04:32 GMT
137 Blasts from the past... 08/01/2008 07:22 GMT
138 Ugh. What a crappy day. 07/01/2008 11:34 GMT
139 Just sore about all that money, I suppose. 07/01/2008 07:15 GMT
140 Oh, Yeah. One more thing 06/01/2008 11:22 GMT
141 And it starts... 06/01/2008 05:22 GMT
142 What is this self control they speak of? 06/01/2008 02:12 GMT
143 Now GO! Get on YouTube!! 05/01/2008 02:09 GMT
144 It will make my pants bunch real bad. 04/01/2008 07:18 GMT
145 650 calories at the gym tonight. 04/01/2008 05:04 GMT
146 Well, tonight's plans have been strange. 03/01/2008 10:27 GMT
147 they're pathetic and weak. 03/01/2008 05:43 GMT
148 made me look like a drunk, stoned boy. Ew. 02/01/2008 06:17 GMT
149 Please tell me yours? 01/01/2008 11:26 GMT
150 It's 4am. I can't sleep. 01/01/2008 01:07 GMT
151 smoke 100 cigarettes while reading outside. 31/12/2007 07:02 GMT
152 Edited. NYE?? 30/12/2007 08:03 GMT
153 I burnt 500 calories, but I struggled at times. 30/12/2007 01:22 GMT
154 I woke up to a disaster this morning. 29/12/2007 04:12 GMT
155 My stomach is yelling that it wants fries 28/12/2007 06:29 GMT
156 (I want to look sick. Thin, bony, tired.) 28/12/2007 04:47 GMT
157 I woke up with a hole in my heart today. 27/12/2007 05:04 GMT
158 Oh, Winehouse. 26/12/2007 08:34 GMT
159 145.42 lbs this morning, or 66.1 kg. 25/12/2007 04:10 GMT
160 I make an ugly boy. 23/12/2007 11:31 GMT
161 I am in a sour mood tonight!! 23/12/2007 02:57 GMT
162 Moving on. 21/12/2007 05:07 GMT
163 And the results are in.. 19/12/2007 11:19 GMT
164 Thursday 20 December 2007 19/12/2007 03:10 GMT
165 145.8lbs. 17/12/2007 03:03 GMT
166 Meltdown Imminent... 16/12/2007 10:14 GMT
167 Save to say, I'm exhausted 16/12/2007 04:25 GMT
168 As usual, kissing up to my boss has paid off. 14/12/2007 06:16 GMT
169 My stomach really pains me today. 14/12/2007 03:15 GMT
170 yet another blood test this afternoon. 13/12/2007 02:16 GMT
171 It's beginning to look a lot like... 13/12/2007 01:30 GMT
172 fell asleep fully dressed, belt and shoes and all. 12/12/2007 02:40 GMT
173 I know how irrational I am being 11/12/2007 04:09 GMT
174 Where has TheatreWriter gone!?!?!?!?!?! 09/12/2007 02:33 GMT
175 So why not? 07/12/2007 12:33 GMT
176 Nan said, 'She got down to 38kg' 07/12/2007 10:10 GMT
177 She's a liar, she's vindictive and very selfish 07/12/2007 06:47 GMT
178 My current weight is 145.5lbs. 06/12/2007 04:07 GMT
179 22.5 hours into my fast 04/12/2007 11:12 GMT
180 I'm scared. I can't handle fasting. I can't. 04/12/2007 03:44 GMT
181 makes me realise my life doesn't suck that bad. 03/12/2007 09:49 GMT
182 But I'm desperate. Something has to give. 03/12/2007 01:40 GMT
183 Sometimes I wonder how it's possible. 01/12/2007 03:27 GMT
184 1.5 hours isn't really that long, is it? 30/11/2007 03:33 GMT
185 Old pic of me, plus some other boring stuff 28/11/2007 01:25 GMT
186 Home made egg salad and tuna 27/11/2007 04:12 GMT
187 Time to shower and sleep. 26/11/2007 04:05 GMT
188 We had to vote yesterday & Pic 24/11/2007 05:46 GMT
189 The best best BEST noodles ever 23/11/2007 03:35 GMT
190 this & that. My life is boring 21/11/2007 07:27 GMT
191 Wednesdays seriously suck. 20/11/2007 10:05 GMT
192 I guess that's it. 19/11/2007 09:56 GMT
193 Hello ladies and gentlemen! 19/11/2007 01:48 GMT
194 BBQ Pictures. 17/11/2007 08:21 GMT
195 Just to sum it up.. 16/11/2007 05:45 GMT
196 Where is Jozzi>? 15/11/2007 04:27 GMT
197 Blah, Blah, Blah. Picture of Me. 11/11/2007 04:09 GMT
198 Pictures of Steak Night 10/11/2007 07:34 GMT
199 zero appetite, but still ate too much. 09/11/2007 01:54 GMT
200 **DON'T FORGET TO WEIGH IN WITH T2T TODAY!!** 07/11/2007 04:24 GMT
201 you can work out where to stick that 07/11/2007 02:03 GMT
202 I rubbed the skin entirely off my little toes 06/11/2007 04:23 GMT
203 I went down a belt size today. 05/11/2007 03:58 GMT
204 Ps. Michael Jackson is still rockin'... 04/11/2007 05:59 GMT
205 Pictures & Listening to Michael Jackson 03/11/2007 07:37 GMT
206 I'll have a great chance to vacuum under the couch 02/11/2007 06:52 GMT
207 The weekend is mine. 02/11/2007 06:12 GMT
208 Tomorrow is Friday - thank goodness! 01/11/2007 03:37 GMT
209 I want to go somewhere that it snows. 31/10/2007 05:27 GMT
210 I am very tired today. 30/10/2007 04:28 GMT
211 I am going to fast tomorrow. 28/10/2007 05:13 GMT
212 Fasting on a Monday.. 28/10/2007 04:36 GMT
213 Halloween Party PICTURES 27/10/2007 07:29 GMT
214 In approximately 21 hours... 26/10/2007 07:05 GMT
215 I just want to be thin. Is that too much to ask? 25/10/2007 06:29 GMT
216 I have made the decision. 24/10/2007 01:19 GMT
217 Which is 149lbs. Poo. 23/10/2007 05:59 GMT
218 (please, please, please) 22/10/2007 06:54 GMT
219 Don't ask. 21/10/2007 05:00 GMT
220 But my butt was playing up. 20/10/2007 04:47 GMT
221 But where do I find that time? 18/10/2007 09:17 GMT
222 I went to court with Louise today. 18/10/2007 04:52 GMT
223 Enough. 17/10/2007 05:48 GMT
224 My Job 15/10/2007 12:05 GMT
225 Everything hurts! 15/10/2007 10:38 GMT
226 Starting Weight: 153.4lbs 15/10/2007 05:40 GMT
227 I still consider myself a fatty today 14/10/2007 03:00 GMT
228 And I think I can do it. 13/10/2007 06:23 GMT
229 Kind Regards, Ash McFunk 12/10/2007 06:02 GMT
230 Facebook is completely wasting my time. 10/10/2007 12:27 GMT
231 How To Binge 08/10/2007 11:54 GMT
232 But it was not entirely relaxing. 08/10/2007 06:18 GMT
233 I am hungry. 07/10/2007 02:12 GMT
234 Somehow, saved from myself again~~ 05/10/2007 08:11 GMT
235 Feeling guilty, for taking time off. 03/10/2007 11:31 GMT
236 Ps 02/10/2007 03:09 GMT
237 Those damn girls, & Pictures 30/09/2007 06:26 GMT
238 Who knows. But I'll take my camera 29/09/2007 02:26 GMT
239 eat cake until it feels like its clogging my nose 27/09/2007 05:49 GMT
240 Eating disorders are so passe. 24/09/2007 05:16 GMT
241 if only people would just go away! 21/09/2007 06:51 GMT
242 Another day... 20/09/2007 05:34 GMT
243 You know what I don't miss? 18/09/2007 06:31 GMT
244 Help me? 17/09/2007 12:53 GMT
245 I am lost, confused, tired, and left wanting.... 15/09/2007 06:50 GMT
246 La la la la....Pictures 14/09/2007 10:19 GMT
247 She is draining me. 11/09/2007 06:57 GMT
248 Skipping lunch and smoking. 10/09/2007 02:05 GMT
249 Maybe I need to grow up **PIC** 08/09/2007 11:46 GMT
250 I officially weigh 142 pounds. 07/09/2007 10:28 GMT
251 How do you spell relapse? 07/09/2007 06:42 GMT
252 Hello chickadees (and chickadudes). 06/09/2007 08:43 GMT
253 my bones feel as though they are made of ice. 04/09/2007 05:24 GMT
254 I'm fascinated by bruises. *pic* 01/09/2007 06:06 GMT
255 Anyway. This entry is boring. I'll drop by later 31/08/2007 09:46 GMT
256 I am sick. 30/08/2007 02:46 GMT
257 Making a conscious effort not to get any fatter. 28/08/2007 04:57 GMT
258 ~***Pictures AND Video!!!***~ 25/08/2007 10:02 GMT
259 Oops. I guess I forgot to finish that last entry. 24/08/2007 06:40 GMT
260 Two entries in one day! !How lucky are YOU?! 24/08/2007 04:42 GMT
261 I like to say the following words: 23/08/2007 10:02 GMT
262 and then my period doth arrive. 22/08/2007 03:37 GMT
263 I ate a can of corn, and it was delicious. 18/08/2007 11:54 GMT
264 My eyes are red from crying. 18/08/2007 08:48 GMT
265 My last day at work alone! 16/08/2007 09:20 GMT
266 Minor Freakout... 15/08/2007 10:14 GMT
267 I want to drink and drink and driiiiiiink 15/08/2007 05:41 GMT
268 And yes, that tower does look like a pen!s. 14/08/2007 12:08 GMT
269 I just don't want to be out there. 13/08/2007 04:14 GMT
270 There just aren't enough hours in the day. 11/08/2007 09:12 GMT
271 Saturday 10/08/2007 09:40 GMT
272 It's been a while - Updated 09/08/2007 04:21 GMT
273 I had a bad day today. 06/08/2007 05:10 GMT
274 Tell me you miss me 04/08/2007 07:50 GMT
275 sorry my diary is so boring lately 04/08/2007 01:47 GMT
276 This is no fun. 02/08/2007 05:29 GMT
277 Intervention 31/07/2007 05:16 GMT
278 hoping my pyjamas don't catch on fire 28/07/2007 10:19 GMT
279 the most awesome thing you'll ever see 27/07/2007 10:15 GMT
280 Well, I'm home 26/07/2007 04:20 GMT
281 Time to hit the books. 24/07/2007 03:30 GMT
282 I ate an apple today. 22/07/2007 03:28 GMT
283 get into the real world a little more. 21/07/2007 06:18 GMT
284 Goal for today: Eat one entire piece of fruit. 20/07/2007 09:46 GMT
285 Help me. Tell me what you think, honestly. 19/07/2007 03:21 GMT
286 Who knows. 17/07/2007 12:50 GMT
287 let them know that today I feel good. 16/07/2007 03:46 GMT
288 Hmm. What a conundrum. Pills it is. 14/07/2007 07:50 GMT
289 I can't afford to risk my teeth. 14/07/2007 05:48 GMT
290 Work in progress.... 13/07/2007 10:11 GMT
291 I am exhausted now, 12/07/2007 05:22 GMT
292 *Screams & tears hair out* 11/07/2007 01:36 GMT
293 Sacred Heart diet 10/07/2007 08:23 GMT
294 Happiness? 10/07/2007 04:58 GMT
295 I'm still mad at him, lol. 09/07/2007 01:00 GMT
296 I need to try harder. 08/07/2007 03:02 GMT
297 My scale has a low battery 07/07/2007 08:36 GMT
298 Failure 06/07/2007 09:34 GMT
299 Cleaning.. Cooking a little... 06/07/2007 05:55 GMT
300 Time to pay the rent.... 05/07/2007 12:06 GMT
301 Go on, tell me I'm stupid. 04/07/2007 06:01 GMT
302 I wanted nothing. 04/07/2007 05:30 GMT
303 but flames were licking off him. 03/07/2007 09:46 GMT
304 But I am still much too fat. 03/07/2007 04:16 GMT
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